nakedkeithm

I am an introvert in everyday life, but for many years I have had a deep fascination with exhibitionism. Though people who know me would say I’m easily embarrassed and am usually quite uncomfortable being the center of attention, I constantly fantasize about being nude in front of large audiences. Considering my overall personality, I'm surprised that my interest in exhibitionism exists at all. But my curiosity doesn't stop with fantasies and daydreams. I have always felt a compulsion to know how it actually feels to do it for real.

I’ve never had the opportunity to experiment with exhibitionism in my regular life, but was aware that the internet could be a place to try doing it. I held-off for a long time, though, because part of me was still very hesitant. For one thing, the internet can be an impersonal, intimidating, and risky place to share even mundane information about yourself, let alone appear nude. Also, I knew very well that the exhibitionist side of myself (my "Master" for all practical purposes) would not be satisfied with simply uploading anonymous dick pics or photos with my face blurred. I would have to show EVERYTHING, or it wouldn’t count. So there was a lot of inner turmoil - a very private person who struggles with a compulsion to publicly surrender all privacy and anonymity in a way that could end up changing my life as well as being, quite honestly, extremely embarrassing.

Eventually I made some very revealing, explicit videos and still images of myself doing some very intimate, private things and, after I watched them, I was so turned-on that I ignored my inhibitions and uploaded them to this site. My heart was racing and my hands were literally shaking as I clicked the option to make them publicly viewable by anyone.

So now my body, my sexual responsiveness, and my flaws are all publicly displayed in explicit detail on a worldwide stage. Because I clearly show my face, my personal identity is now permanently and undeniably tied to my videos and images. It's what the exhibitionist side of me always wanted. And despite increasing worry and embarrassment by the introverted side of myself, I am at the same time intoxicated by this experience. The vulnerability aspect is especially exhilarating - ANYONE can now see what I look like naked, how long and thick my cock is, that I am circumcised, how I touch myself, how much semen I squirt during orgasm. Yet I know literally nothing about you.

I know I don't have an athletic body and a big cock, but this is NOT about me believing that people who see me will think I'm hot. It is about me actually coming to terms with an extremely important yet uncomfortable truth about my sexuality: I am an exhibitionist who craves feeling the extreme vulnerability and potential embarrassment of being publicly exposed by sharing the most private side of my body and my sexual responsiveness to anyone who cares to look, regardless of the consequences to my personal life.

Sorry for over sharing. But it is good to get some things off my chest. Thanks for your indulgence.

All of my content is released to the public domain so you may download it, copy it, and post it elsewhere without any need for my consent. You may also use it for memes, AI art, photoshop, and any other purpose you wish. I would love to see that strangers have copied my content and posted it to other porn sites, forums, social media, etc., because my privacy would then be even further compromised; I've been getting increasingly worried about being exposed like this, and may end up taking-down my own content; if others have re-posted my content, I will have no choice but to live with the embarrassment and vulnerability of this experience permanently.

Exposure; embarrassment; submission; bondage; servitude; cock constriction/forced erection; prolonged teasing; orgasm denial; ruined orgasm; post-orgasm torture; being photographed nude; appearing nude in front of clothed audiences and in intimidating settings (industrial; cold/outdoors; OON; masked audiences); CFNM; appearing in amateur videos in any of the above scenarios