cruelpigowner

My "interests" in this venue would be considered too extreme for most. They consist of destroying the will and the personality of a woman, creating in it's place a docile, compliant piece of meat for my own personal use. This meat would have it's body modified, it's brain washed completely of any of it's former concerns and it's body remain bound and chained for my extreme use. Heavy torture, extreme sexual acts and agony delivered 24/7.



Not exactly for weekend play, agreed?


The sun is just rising now. If you were here, I would be just taking you out of your cage, your little dark world.



You would not be rested as you would have woken up every 45 minutes, to keep you exhausted and pliable. Now the only question is do I take off the blind fold so you can see the beating you are about to get or just let you feel it by surprise?



The earphones definitely come off, the ones that have been telling you over and over that you are nothing but a piece of meat for my use. My voice that never stops telling you that, over and over and over even while you sleep. The only time my voice stops is when you are awakened and as required, recite your prayer, your mantra as you have already thousands of times



"I am nothing until I feel my Master's pain, his whip, his fist, his belt across my worthless body. Only when his cock is down my throat or his fist deep inside of my body, do I have any value at all. My value is in my Master's pleasure, watching me bleed, watching me flinch and my flesh jiggle as the blows he delivers, find their way to my ugly, worthless body.



I am nothing but my owners pig.



I am worthless and only hope he is pleased with my suffering.



I am nothing but a piece of meat to bruise and torture and fuck.



Let me taste your piss, let me taste your cum and then I will thank you for feeding me.



This is my purpose, this is my life, this is my joy."



And then the beating starts. You mouth tightly gagged so your screams are not heard. Your screams will never be heard.



Now cry for me, let me see you suffer for me now and then I will fuck you.



Then your day will begin.



Wishing you were here now with me, looking forward to our mornings together my worthless pig.



Don't you wish you were here with me?

7/24/2011 9:33:19 AM [Report Entry]
A profile that said; dehumanization and usage sought.


This dehumanization process leaves nothing of the old self at all. Consciousness is altered and my intention is that the alteration is permanent. The result is perfect living, breathing fuck meat. Perfectly compliant, seeking only to be used and never minding what the nature of that use involves. The only thing that would terrify fuck meat would NOT to be used for it's intended purpose.



Technically, fuck meat does not have the rights and privileges of a pig and in fact has no privileges at all, except the right to exist but that is at the pleasure and under the terms set by it's owner.



There are two important considerations.



1. This is most likely not reversible so this would not be a decision to be made based on a fantasy.



2. It involves the cutting off of all contact with family, friends and the outside world.





Look at all the profiles here of what people seek.



After all of the trouble to find and create fuck meat (and make no mistake about it, this is a lot of work to do and does not constitute a part time "hobby"), does it make any sense that it would be disposed of or wouldn't it become a valuable piece of property to it's owner?



7/23/2011 7:37:03 AM [Report Entry]
More questions answered.



Yes, I realize I am the scariest man here and that is probably not true as there are some real idiots here. The truly frightening are the ones that haven't a clue about any of this and have a head full of nonsense from wanking to online porn.
Yes, I am for real and not seeking online friends or relationships. I will NOT ask you to "cam" or chat and I don't particularly care what you look like.
Yes, this is a permanent relationship I seek and you will never be released, dropped off or abandoned.
Your past is of no concern to me. You will not be able to be "difficult" or bratty with me, it simply will not be possible in your weakened physical, psychological and constantly chained state. The beatings and torture applied will have you extremely compliant at all times.
I will not drop you a line or write to you. You are looking for me and you will write to me because simply have no choice.
This journal is organized chronologically so the things I wrote at the bottom are the oldest.
I am a professional and don't park here lurking. From time to time I may be logged on while working in another window. Write to me and then just wait for me to answer.
7/11/2011 9:41:29 AM [Report Entry]
Tiresome questions answered.


No there are no limits to what I do physically to you. My limits are the only ones that matter. They are any physical activity that would cause damage requiring medical treatment. I am not stupid, I need you to be able to function for me.







The important part is first off, you will no longer have any contact with anyone you know. No friends, chat buddies and here's the main thing, no more family. Your life as you know it is over completely.



For me the final frontier is your mind. So I can have and do exactly what I want, you will undergo extreme brainwashing. This includes sleep deprivation, electronic monitoring and 24/7 instructions through head phones in a constant loop.



The goal is the perfect piece of living, breathing, female meat with no thoughts, concerns or memories of the past. You will be kept caged and bound except when I am using you or you are carrying out your exercises and duties, all of which will be directed moment by moment by me.



There will be no opportunity to turn back to anything resembling a normal life for you after this so this is a very important decision that should not be taken lightly.



THIS IS NOT FOR THE MERELY CURIOUS OR THE FANTASY SEEKER.

I am seeking you, the leftovers, the ones no one else COULD want. I will take what is left of you and put it to use for my own purposes. You have nothing left to offer anyone so all I want is your worthless flesh. Your mind, emotions and will are of no consequence to me or anyone but you but I will reshape your mind through the use of brainwashing and hypnosis, putting the leftover meat to use for my own purposes.